It is what it is

I am so freaking boreddd! Why do sem break have to be that long? That reminds me, I need to get racks for next sem. Only where do i put them if i get the rooms which have 6 or 4 people? I need to go shower, i havent bath for 3 freaking days! And why am i not ashamed to post it here? Huh weird. Nampak sgt takda life -.- esok mandi jumpa Thariq, hihi

Grow hair grow, i cant wait anymore

3 DAYS TO GO :)

We'll be like

Kate Moss and Pete Doherty
Amy Winehouse and Blake
Bonnie and Clyde
Sid and Nancy

We'll cause damaged, we'll be great, we'll be sick. Together, aint nothing gonna stop us. Just as long as we got each other, we'll be unbreakable :)

Your like a hard candy, with a soft center inside

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." - Bob Marley

Click it!

http://www.fototiller.com, check it out. It has all the coolest camera that i can only dream of having, they're cute too! *sigh. Minox leica m3, why do you have to be so expensive? Bitch. Bak kata syg, oh the agony! Hehe :)


Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out, why we don't trust them
Speak up dear, 'cause I cannot hear you

I need to know, why we don't trust them

Explain to me, this conspiracy against me, yeah
And tell me how, I lost my power, oh, yeah

Where can I turn, 'cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty, I'm so unsure
Tell me why, I feel so alone
'cause I need to know, to whom do I owe

The i-want list

You could call it my birthday wishlist, or not. Cause i would want all these even if its not my birthday. This is just a part of it, not even half of it

For my birthday;





A fondant cake, OR! I settled for an Ice cream cake as well, hihi. Cupcakes will be great too :)








Fireworks! If its possible, which i dont think so. Bt if you could pull it off i will love you for life

A celebration with my loved ones at The Luna Bar, Pacific Regency Hotel Suites KL. The view is great, the food is great, you are with your loved ones. What more could you ask for?

MONEY!

Even when its not my birthday;




1. A medium black Quilted Chanel handbag. Note to Luqman; I want just like this okay? Medium, not too big or small. And make sure the strap is silver, not gold. I hate gold. Tell me if you need a close up picture






2. A Minox M3 Leica camera, or any Leica camera that is
3. A polaroid camera
4. Diana F+
5. The Nokia n97 mini
6. All kinds of Ray Ban's. Aviator, wayfarer, clubmaster, etc.
7. A Juicy Couture sweatsuits and jumpsuits
8. A PCD 'Dont cha' sweater
9. Ed Hardy tshirts
10. The limited edition Pink Floyd Converse
11. Super bright Nike. Or Adidas. Or Reebok
12. Killer heels. Currently, Black ankle boots, Red mary-jane's and Charles and Keith zipper gladiators. Oh oh! Would love to own an Ed Hardy hand painted ankle boots!
13. Lots and lots of dresses, skirts and jumpsuits
14. A lace Little Black Dress
15. Uber cool jacket and blazer that doesnt drown me
16. A new watch
17. A new high-waisted belt
18. A new sweater
19. A new handbag
20. Lots of make up, not that i wear them often
21. Lots of nailpolish
22. A shopping spree
23. A trip to Club Med Cherating or Hard Rock Hotel, Bali

MONEY!

p/s : This doesnt mean im high maintenance!

People come and go

Oh yes they do, couldnt agree more. Even the ones you thought who would stay, for better or for worse

i miss everyone

It may not mean nothing to ya'll
But understand nothing was done for me
So i dont plan on stopping at all
I want this shit forever mine, ever mine

I love

Spontaneous Adventurous Road Trip's :)

The night we went to Putrajaya then PD, UNPLANNED.


The day we went kite flying, and Genting at night. UNPLANNED, again


The day we ended up not sleeping because from McD breakfast at 6am in Shah Alam, to a road trip down Pantai Morib -.- yet again, UNPLANNED

THERE WILL BE MORE, FO SHO :)

And extra love for this guy, for bringing me to every possible place in KL. Soon Malaysia. Haha :)

Just the thought of it gives me jitters

I get everything i ever wanted from my parents, well almost. Bt not to be mistaken, im not spoiled. Somehow, i dont get what i want in life. Maybe its because i just take and doesnt give back to the people who gives me the most, my parents. I need to start appreciate them and maybe then, things will go my way in life. Now that im older, i realise that ive been taking my parents for granted. Ive always put someone else above them, yet i asked too much from them. What will happen when they're gone? Im the eldest, so i'll be responsible for everything. They're not getting younger, they're preparing me for the worst case scenario.

That's my concern for the future now. Not money, job, or anything concerning myself. Just my parents <3

Scorpio

YOU ARE: Your natural intuition lets you grasp things that others would miss and you have the ability to soar above the mundane to elegantly reach your goals. Drama is never far from your life and you will fight for what you want and believe in.

THE GOOD: You're confident, self-possessed and know what you want. And while you enjoy your friends, you dont often allow yourself to depend on others. Your intensity drives you to get the most out of life as does your fierce competitiveness.

THE BAD: Your outer shell disguises your sensitivity but even if people dont know they've hurt you, you'll still want your revenge - no matter how long it takes you rarely forgive. You can also be stubborn and obsessive, not knowing when to let go and move on, often to your own detriment.

LOVE MATCH: You ooze sexy passion but can be jealous and vindictive! You need to be challenged mentally and physically and will quickly tire of a smooth love life but while you may peruse your options, you expect loyalty. He also needs to be strong yet sensitive, cool but confident and powerful yet perceptive.

TRY: Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces

Put a gay in geisha

I wish im in control. I should learn to let go, bt easily said than done. I should learn to be happy and stop making my life miserable. I should..

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so that better things could fall together"

Whatcha say?

My latest addiction ;


The NOKIA n97 mini Raoul LIMITED EDITION. Limited to ONLY 1000 PHONES!! The reason i cant sleep at night, GRRR! Beware, i might steal it from you and not afraid to stay behind bars. Keep it in distance from me if you have one. www.nokia.com.my/n97mini

Life has not been simple lately, troubles keeps coming in. Bt hey, keep your chin up and move on. Life is not always about pleasuring people, there's no satisfying them

Lyrics | Jason DeRulo lyrics - Watcha Say lyrics

Butterflies

Im all about making people happy, maybe that's my problem. You dig?

Been busy and the broadband is making a fuss. Well maybe it wouldnt if my mum had pay the maxis already -.- Will update later, so much to tell. And finals drawing closer so i'll be MIA for a little while. Take care kids, chalo

Random

Random facts about me, that some i just know myself;

1. Im super effin lazy, but when i do something i want it to be perfect. A perfectionist in disguise
2. I stutter, especially when i talk fast
3. When i talk, my bottom lip go downwards. You have to see it, its hard to explain
4. I used to cut myself
5. Im an observant, i'll see what you dont want me to see and heard what you dont want me to hear
6. I collect wrapping papers. It's weird, i know

It's monday, back to class -.- will post about raya when i have the mood

Food for thought

Just because i keep myself in silence doesnt mean im not hurt, just because i dont fight back doesnt mean its right what your doing, just because i forgive you doesnt mean its okay for you to use me. I never believe in you or myself, i believe in us. I know your reading this

Been too strong for too long. Handle me with care, im fragile. Or you still havent notice that?

Cant handle me? Then walk away
Leave me? It's fine, it's your lost

BEYONCE LIVE IN MALAYSIA!

WOOT WOOT! You read it right! After two looooong years of anticipation, she's finally going to come here in Kuala Lumpur. You can read it more here; http://www.beyonceonline.com/my/news/beyonce-live-malaysia

GODDDD, I CANT WAIT!!!

P/S : Please visit d'canvas studio in Tmn Tun Dr Ismail,
im promoting my uncle's studio, which he invested in,
there's art class for all ages and many types of art you could learn,
and also a studio which you could buy the paintings as well,
nudge me and i'll tell you all the info you need,
thank you :)

LOVE

:)
Love is a wonderful feeling, especially when you have someone to share it with
To be loved and loving is a blessing, do not take it for granted
Never take love for granted

Delta Goodrem - Almost Here

(BRIAN)
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

(BRIAN)
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

(BOTH)
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
(BRIAN)
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

(BOTH)
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts

(BRIAN)
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

(DELTA)
And when I hold you you're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

(BOTH)
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
(BRIAN)
'cause I know I'm almost here
(BOTH)
Only almost here

MERDEKA

Sorry for the late post;
HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!

It's the 52nd year we're free from the English, but someway somehow our mentality still belongs to them. Some of us celebrate our Independance Day by drinking and doing drugs, and how are we Merdeka by doing that? Hey dont get me wrong, im not the perfect Malaysian either. I throw rubbish on the streets sometimes, and still do what a normal teenager does. I went to Bangsar last week with Thariq and a guy gave him a flyer. "Celebrate Merdeka on a cruise". Given out by an ENGLISH MAN, or what we called orang putih. Really, wha? Us teenagers are the face of the future generation, but look at us now. We should really know our history so we wont be colonise again. Not trying to be a hypocryte or anything, but this is just what me thinks. ONE MALAYSIA

Oh and Thariq told me no more oasis, Noel had enough and cant work with Liam no more. He finally had enough. No more wonderwall, hmph ;( Read more here, http://www.craveonline.com/entertainment/music/article/oasis-breaks-up-again-84225

In memory of Yasmin Ahmad and Sudirman,

Malaysia's proud and the truest face of Malaysia in entertainment

Man U vs. Arsengal

Turned out to be, 2 -1. Ehem the 2 is for MAN U, let's make it clear. Rooney the man! In your face syg, cocky lagi :P Haha, though i didnt watch the game. I have a friend who i trust, reports to me every single detail, and what makes him trust-worthy? He's a Hooligan, which means he wont lie to me. HAHA! Lucky ke penalty ke own goal ke apa, its still a score. Jangan nak banyak cakap ye Gunner's

Haha, half naked 12 floors here we come! :P Thank god i dont have to give up my ice cream for a month, or i'll die. No backing out, a deal's a deal syg. Us business students should know how it roll. Omg, im loving the moment :D

King of Pop

Been aching to post a tribute to our very own MJ, and here it goes;
While watching the 30th Anniversary he has been in show biz, i was thinking how his life went. Not pretty good, i'll say. Jackson's 5 broke up, actually Michael went his ways. He had not have a good relationship with his dad, and now that he died his mum wants his money. He nearly got burnt, which made his nose crooked. And in my point of view, he has a case of mental that he wants to be white and spending all his goddamn money on surgeries. Plus, he wants to stay young forever, that's why he made up Neverland. Not to be forgotten, charges of children assault. Which made some people hate him

But despite all the mishap and catastrophe, he is still a legend and a legend does not become a legend if all he has is a good history right? We still love him and respect him, even the haters who hates him. It's been like what, almost 3 months now that he died? People still talks about him, gives tribute and remember him. So Michael Jackson, i grew up listening to you. My first concert was your concert, i looked up to you. Even my grandmother likes you and love to see you dance. I feel pity for my little brother who is just beginning to love you and looks up to you, wont know you as close as i did. Your music wont fade away, and we will always love you Mikael Jackson. RIP

Read 'em and Weep

Yet, another blog of mine. Which ive promised maybe for the 5th time, that this will be my LAST blog ever. PERIOD! (finger's crossed)

New year, new life, new start, new friend's, new place, even new boyfriend. Basically, everything's new. Bt somehow my past kept coming back, makes me hard to move on and have a new life. Been awhile since i blogged, and its up to the occasion that i have a new blog for my almost-new life

I wont be blogging away for awhile since i'll be having my finals so very soon and dear god, i have to study i dont know a thing "-.- plus its fasting month, and i'll be busy with my REAL life that i have to put away the laptop aside. So yeah, i'll blog when i can and if i want to. Though im not sure who'll read my oh so lame blog talking about my oh so lame life la kan

But anyways, lots of love and goodnight :)
xoxo